naps

It seems like everything that's going on in my life right now has the side effect of 'fatigue'. That pretty much sucks...so today all of the lil ones went home with mammas and daddys and the bear went off with a friend with permission for me to 'do whatever you want' ( like I need permission for that!!) so I took myself off to bed for a nap! I don't get to do that very often and was deep in snoozeland when the bear came home...he said 'HEY' and I didn't answer him...so he said 'HEY GRANNY GRUMP WHAT ARE YOU DOING?' Well DAMN....I said 'what do you mean what am I doing...you can't see me sleeping?' Then he got generous again and said 'well if you are still sleepy you don't need to cook dinner, I'll be ok' We are talking about a man who just turned 54 years old...and is quite capable of feeding himself when he wants to...so I rolled over and went back to sleep! He laid down and proceeded to flop, and flounce and mutter, and bounce and turn the tv up and in general do everything possible to wake me up. That pisses me off SOOOOOOOOOO bad. Why is it that he can lay and rest and I do what I can to be quiet and not disturb him but its never reciprocated???? I fell asleep in the recliner one night and was awakened with a roar from him 'ARE YOU DEAD?' well hell...SEE ME BREATH???? I know it's a little thing...but it's one of the little things that gives me homicidal tendencies!