Wow here I am being an absentee blogger again. It just seems sometimes like the only thing I have to blog about are things that bug me or maybe when I am feeling blue. I don't like to leave the impression that I'm some kind of harpy since I am actually a pretty pleasant, upbeat person most of the time! At least I think I am...I HOPE I am! lol The weather has modified some, the humidity is down so the 90* temps feel much more tolerable. It is, however, ragweed season and my nose does NOT like ragweed. I will be scratchy, snotty, sniffly, stuffy and just generally fuzzy in the head for a while now. Today is Cody and Sarah's 4th anniversary. Wow time flies. Things are fine with the 'in vitro' lil one...they changed the due date from Oct. 30 to Oct. 23 and said it's a big boy.

I have been in a romantic mood lately. I just seem to need some attention! lol Now I know that sounds pathetic. The mood around here is mostly more of a roommate thing tho. No touching, no hugs, no cards or notes or compliments or niceties. Just the occasional pat on the rear that means he's horny. The lack kinda builds up I guess and after awhile I just get pitiful and needy and weepy about it. I start to feel like my name should be Maytag! I feel like one of the fixtures, here to function but not really to notice or pay any attention to. I probably should be used to it after all these years, but I doubt I ever do. Actually I want it more now than I did in the earlier years. Maybe I was busy with the kids and work and stuff and so used to putting myself at the last of the line it never occurred to me. It does now. I need it and I want it and I don't have it. It SUX!!