Stephanie

It didnt start off very well, I cried when i found out I was pregnant again. The Dr. had patted my shoulder and said 'try to be happier when I see you again" . I already had 2 babies, lived out in the country with no family, no friends around and a husband who was gone from daylight until dark. There were no problems and the pregnancy went along fine. The time came for her to be born and off we went to the hospital. It was my 3rd ceasarian, no surprises....until i looked at her.....something inside me just flipped over and filled me up. That had not happened with the other 2 babies who I loved to distraction. Maybe it was because I hadn't really wanted this child at this time...but here she was, my little shadow. The child of my heart. It doesnt matter how many children you have and love them all equally there will be one that you have a connection with that is stronger and she was it. Today was her birthday, she is 27 now....a tall, beautiful young lady with a friendly smile and big velvety brown eyes, newly married, independent from the beginning, strong minded and confident, loyal and loving. How proud I am of the woman she is.