Jan. 2

The weather is perfect....in the mid 70's and down to the 40's at night...sunny and bright. The new year is coming on strong! GO 2006!!!!
We went to our son's and daughter-in-law's house for New Year's Eve..came home about 10 to put the lil one to bed. Hubby rolled over and passed out and so the New Year began....me in here alone on the computer and him asleep in our bed. Such is my life. *huge sigh* I have heard that how you begin your year is how it will be all year long............
I was trying to remember back to a time when I didn't feel like one of the fixtures around here and I can't seem to do it....I can't say when was the last time I was touched affectionately here by someone over 4 ft tall. A hug , a pat on the shoulder, maybe even a scratch behind the ear like the dogs get!!! I think it has been years actually. I'm just afraid that it's too late. I think it's been too long, too much damage has been done and now I don't want those things here anymore........it's sad and it's lonely.
I don't think I will make any resolutions other than to try to live each day with some peace in my heart.
DEMONS BEGONE! lol