John

We got the news today that a longtime friend, a true gentleman, is in the hospital, terminal with an inoperable brain tumor. That news brings back so many painful memories that lurk just beneath the surface....all I can think is God be with him and his family to help them thru this.

ok I have decided that I am probably a bitch. It seems to be ME that has a problem with the bear's drinking and subsequent behaviour. Living with an alcoholic is no fun for me at all, but apparently nobody sees anything wrong but me.
We live in a rural area and since the bear doesn't care to go and do very many things, we basically have no social life. He has friends that he sees quite often but since I rarely leave the house and have never had a friend that he liked or didnt raise cain about me spending time with, my social life is very limited.
Another topic for another day tho...anyway yesterday we were invited to a barbeque at our neighbors house, so I was looking forward to that. He went hunting yesterday morning and been drinking all day so by 5 pm when he came in the house he was a bit wobbly...but optimistically away we went. And again it was a huge let down. It seems that every time we go anywhere I end up being embarrassed and getting pissed off. I have tried asking him not to get that way..it only seems to make it worse.
I just don't understand I guess. I just do NOT get why a person can't drink a couple of beers and then stop, why is it necessary to just keep drinking even when they know they are getting DRUNK? (and I know he can tell because I asked) And why is it ME that gets embarrassed. And why is it ME that ends up crying and upset over it? And why am I still here?????

naps

It seems like everything that's going on in my life right now has the side effect of 'fatigue'. That pretty much sucks...so today all of the lil ones went home with mammas and daddys and the bear went off with a friend with permission for me to 'do whatever you want' ( like I need permission for that!!) so I took myself off to bed for a nap! I don't get to do that very often and was deep in snoozeland when the bear came home...he said 'HEY' and I didn't answer him...so he said 'HEY GRANNY GRUMP WHAT ARE YOU DOING?' Well DAMN....I said 'what do you mean what am I doing...you can't see me sleeping?' Then he got generous again and said 'well if you are still sleepy you don't need to cook dinner, I'll be ok' We are talking about a man who just turned 54 years old...and is quite capable of feeding himself when he wants to...so I rolled over and went back to sleep! He laid down and proceeded to flop, and flounce and mutter, and bounce and turn the tv up and in general do everything possible to wake me up. That pisses me off SOOOOOOOOOO bad. Why is it that he can lay and rest and I do what I can to be quiet and not disturb him but its never reciprocated???? I fell asleep in the recliner one night and was awakened with a roar from him 'ARE YOU DEAD?' well hell...SEE ME BREATH???? I know it's a little thing...but it's one of the little things that gives me homicidal tendencies!

fun

Your Stripper Song Is

Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate youYou let me penetrate you, you let me complicate youHelp me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got noSoul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.

What Song Should You Strip To?

You Are Dr. Pepper

You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you.People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do. Your best soda match: Root Beer Stay away from: 7 Up

What Kind of Soda Are You?

Some of these are stupid, some are silly and some are just funny.....Texas laws

*It is illegal to sell one's eye.

*A program has been created in the state that attempts to control the weather.

*When two trains meet each other at a railroad crossing, each shall come to a full stop, and neither shall proceed until the other has gone.

*It is illegal to take more than three sips of beer at a time while standing.

*Up to a felony charge can be levied for promoting the use of, or owning more than six dildos.
ndards of decency.

*It is illegal for one to shoot a buffalo from the second story of a hotel.

*It is illegal to milk another person's cow.

*A recently passed anticrime law requires criminals to give their victims 24 hours notice, either orally or in writing, and to explain the nature of the crime to be committed.

*Homosexual behavior is a misdemeanor offense.

*The entire Encyclopedia Britannica is banned in Texas because it contains a formula for making beer at home.

*It is illegal to idle or loiter anyplace within the corporate limits of the city for the purpose of flirting or mashing.

*Wire cutters can not be carried in your pocket.

*Collegiate football is banned at Lamar University.

*It is against the law to throw confetti, rubber balls, feather dusters, whips or quirts (riding crop), and explosive firecrackers of any kind.

*It is illegal to dust any public building with a feather duster.

*It's illegal to possess realistic dildos.

*Urinating on the streets is illegal.

*Appearing in public places wearing a "lewd dress" is prohibited.

*Churches, hotels, halls of assembly, stores, markets, banking rooms, railroad depots, and saloons are required to provide spittoons "of a kind and number to efficiently contain expectorations into them.

*?Offensive gestures? will not be tolerated at any special event.

*Bicycles must be operated at a "reasonable speed".

*One needs permission from the director of parks and recreation before getting drunk in any city park.

*No person shall throw trash from an airplane.

*Landing an airplane on the beach is illegal.

*No person shall inhale fumes from model glue.

*Any person who sits on a sidewalk may be fined up to $500.

*No person amy disturb a church service by swearing.

*Drivers of city vehicles must respect all traffic rules just like the rest of us.

*It is illegal to sell Limburger cheese on Sunday.

*Beer may not be purchased after midnight on a Sunday, but it may be purchased on Monday.

*Dogs must be on a leash at ALL times.

*It is illegal to drive within an arm's length of alcohol - including alcohol in someone else's blood stream.

*It is illegal for children to have unusual haircuts.

*Obnoxious odors may not be emitted while in an elevator.

*It is now illegal to place a "for sale" sign on a car if it visible from the street.

*It is illegal to urinate on the Alamo.
(ExplanationThe Alamo was the site of a famous battle during the fight for Texas' independence from Mexico. During this battle, the fort was overrun, but not until most men fought until the death to defend it. In a highly publicized incident, Ozzy Osbourne urinated on this famed historical site which infuriated many Texans. He was banned from the site, and a law was passed to prevent such acts from happening again.)

*It is illegal for both sexes to flirt or respond to flirtation using the eyes and/or hands.

*Cattle thieves may be hanged on the spot.

*You can ride your horse in the saloon.

*No one may ride a horse and buggy through the town square.

*Owners of horses may not ride them at night without tail lights.

hi

Well hi there! Yep it's really me, the one with the bad case of Lazyblogitis. lol....honestly things around my house are so humdrum...nothing happening even worth mentioning. I did find this on someone elses blog and thought it was kinda cute so here it is:


What does your first name mean???

V-You are not judgemental.
A-Damn good in bed.
N-Damn good in bed.
E-You have a good personality and look fucking sexy.
S-People think you are so sexy.
S-people think you are so sexy.
A-Damn good in bed.

Now is there a recurring theme here?? and I sure wish it were true!!!!!!!

What's in your name Body: Delete the other persons name and repost this with the title "What does your first name mean???"

A- Damn good in bed.
B- You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- Love is something you deeply believe in.
D- You have trouble trusting people.
E- You have very good personality and look fucking sexy
F- People totally adore you
G- Love is something you deeply believe in.
H- You have very good personality and look fucking sexy
I- Have a big warm heart.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L- You have a nice ass ;-)
M- You never let people tell you what to do
N- Damn good in bed.
O- You love foreplay.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- You are very hot and sexy!
S- People think you are so sexy.
T -You are one of the best in bed.
U- You are really laid back.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- Success comes easily to you
Y- One of the most chill people alive
Z- You like it in the ass VERY VERY HARD